I have been incredibly bad about updating this thing lately. A few changes have happened in my life lately. All good that I can think of. My mind has shut down for the night so I cant think very straight :) First things first.
About 2 weeks ago I got a new job. Its actually using my degree which makes me feel as though all the money spent on college is actually worth it. The pay isnt the greatest but I really truly love my job. I actually look forward to going to work every night which I have never felt about a job before. I am working at a halfway/rehabilitation place. Some people come there as part of their sentence for whatever crime they committed. And let me tell you some of these guys should be in jail. The crimes that they have committed, in my eyes, are beyond heinous. A few of their case files that I have read literally make me sick to my stomach. It truly does make me thankful for how my parents raised me. Some of the residents are truly making an effort to change their lives and than there are those that could care less and dont really care what happens. Many of them I really wish I could just smack them silly and make them realize that if they just shape up their lives than things could get better but they are all adults and need to make their own decisions. Right now I am working the 12am-8am shift and than I still work at the travel agency from 9a-1p. It makes for some long days but I have to pay the bills somehow. Soon I will be pulling even more hours at the travel agency but oh well. I have no one to come home too so its not like I am pushing anyone on the back burner. I dont really have anyone in fargo that I can count on 100% so I am not even avoiding friends or anything. I feel bad though for the people that I know that live out of town because I usually mis their calls but ya gotta do what you gotta do. Hopefully in the next few years I can cut back on my hours at work but for now I will just work and call it good.
Now on to some aimless ramblings. Lately I have been having this continuous dream that seems to keep going on each time I lay down to sleep. Even when I am awake I find myself continuing on the story so to speak. I occasionally have these types of dreams that seem to last for weeks. Most of the time it involves me and someone else. This particular dream is absolutel wonderful that I try to force myself to sleep just so I can find out what happens next. It makes me wonder if I should really follow what is going on in my dream because it involves someone that I currently know. Most of my dreams are so much better that the reality that I live in. I so badly long for so much more in my life but i just dont know how to make it happen. People always tell me that I need to just let things happen and not go out and search for it but I am sick and tired of waiting.
I have oh so much more to write but I am exhausted and can barely keep my eyes open. I will try and write more tomorrow once I wake up.
ndgirl07 signing off :)
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