Usually I am someone that even when life isnt going the greatest, I can still find some good in it. I know that my life sucks right now but each day I have been trying to find one good thing that has happened or something like that. However as of lately I seem to be dwelling on all the negative stuff going on. I try to slap on a smiley face and pretend life is wonderful but deep down inside there is something in there that just wants to burst. I am not happy, I am not content, and I feel incredibly overwhelmed by jsut the smallest tasks in life. I feel that all my bills are late. I feel that there is absolutely no way I will be able to pay them.
I am only 21 years old. I am supposed to be going through that stage in life where I am young a stupid. However I feel so old and tired. I never get to go out with my friends. I never just get to have fun. I am always worreid about something. Money, life. all that tends to take its toll on someone. I dont know how much more i can take :(
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