I am usually better about updating this however life has kind of gotten the best of me lately. The past week or so has been spent trying to figure out how I am going to make ends meet. Student loans kick in in the next few months and its going to be super difficult to have the ability to make sure all my bills are paid and that I am able to live. Money stresses me out to no end. It consumes everything about me. I cant go just one day with out thinking about money. Add that to all the stress in my life it makes for many not so good days. I dont know how to just let life be and not try to changes things that cannot be changed. I want to be able to make my dreams come true and have the ablity to be happy. But I just cant. Just when i think things are starting to turn around something else happens in my life to throw it all off balance.
i would finish this entry however i am not in the mood to write things clearly and have them make sense.
ndgirl07 signing off broken hearted
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