As crazy as this world is, I live in a decent area. Not a huge crime rate and over all its a great place to live and work. (now I am sounding like a commercial) You hear people dying or getting sick everyday. But not once do you think it will happen to you.
I received a huge wake up call this passed thursday. I had gone into the doctor for some medical reason and had a colonoscopy done to see what was wrong. The doc said he removed 5 polyps off my colon which isnt terrible. If I asked him if that was all and I would be fine he stated that he had to send the polyps off to the lab for testing to see what exactly they were. He was worried about 2 of them because they were fairly large and there was a good chance they could be cancerous. CANCER?! Not me. I know I am not the worlds healthiest person but not cancer. I lost my grandpa to cancer. I am 21 after all. I just graduated college. I shouldnt have cancer....not now....not ever.
I wont know the results for 2 week or less but its going to be the longest 2 weeks of my life. I dont know what to do. Everyone keeps asking me if i found anything out. Well sure I did but I dont want to even think that I have cancer. THe odds are against me considering that someone in my family is always getting diagnosed with cancer. I dont know what to do next I really dont. Hopefully the tests will come back showing its not cancer and I can move on from this ordeal. Hope.....thats what I am hanging on to. HOPE
ndgirl07 signing off
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