There is light at the end of the tunnel

First and formost for anyone that has read this blog, I got my results on Saturday and I do not have cancer. They were precancerous but the doctor said that he got everything so al I have to do now is go in for check ups. The letter stated every 3 years but when I go in for my appointment the end of this month I am going to talk to him about it. I think 3 years is a little to long to wait but who am I to say anything. I am not the one who spent God knows how many years in school. I guess we will see. On to the next bit of business in my world.

I have decided to try and write a book. For many years I have always loved writing. I get these amazing starts to stories yet I never finish them. I seem to always start them while I was busy with school and I would get busy doing other projects that I would end up forgetting them. Now that I am done with school I have a little bit of free time on my hands so I am going to start this crazy adventure tonight....after I clean out my car that is. I think I could end up living in my car if need be. I have blankets, food, shoes, pants, sleeping bag, movies. Everything u can think of I have in there. What can I say. Not to long ago I was a college student which required me to primarily live out of my car. :)

Back to my story writing. I have superb ideas running through my head that I cant wait to get on paper. I hope to actually be able to start and finish this one. Its so hard though cuz i will write and write and write for days getting quite a few pages done however then I fall into a rut and not be able to think of anything else to write. So i usually reread what I have already written to jog my memory as to which direction I was going to go with my story. Then I end up changing the beginning of my story so muych that end up restarting. I dont want my book to end up sounding like anyone elses. I want it to be original and fun but still true to who I am. Its giong to be fun to actually see if I can finish the book and after that edit it and see if it can get published. Its kind of exciting. I love writing and hope to actually make one of my dreams come true. I want to have a book published. I want to be able to say I did something that I lvoe. I would prolly never be able to make a living off of my writing but its something I am truly passionate about.

Well thats all for now as I am supposed to be working :) I amsure there will be mroe as I begin to write my book.

ndgirl07 signing off